Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Happy Birthday Daddy!


We are so thankful that you were born 28 years ago so we could have the most wonderful husband and father in the world! Love you!

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Grayson Greatness

Grayson to Brad: "Daddy, you ate the last pop tart, and I wanted it. You made a mean choice to eat my pop tart!"

Grayson to me: "Mommy, stop arguing with me!" (It's scary when your child says something in the exact tone that you say it in.)

Grayson to me: "Mommy, you going to go tee tee in a cup today?" (In the doctor's office waiting room at the top of his lungs)

Grayson to Brad and me: "You okay, baby?" and "I love you baby!"
(He has quickly picked this one up from hearing us say it to one another and to him, and he doesn't understand that it's inappropriate to call his Mommy and Daddy 'baby.')

Me: Grayson, what would you think if we named the baby X? (No, I'm not putting the name here until we know for sure, which probably won't be until she's born.)
Grayson: "No, I like Jecca" (the special name he came up with for his baby sister, which he insists is her name). "You can name another baby that."

It's Official - 32 Weeks

As of today, I am officially the most pregnant I've ever been! After delivering Grayson at 31 1/3 weeks, 32 weeks is actually a pretty big milestone for us.Brad keeps saying that he feels like we're just living on borrowed time now.

Despite sporadic moments of paranoia where I convince myself I'm in labor and random anxiety attacks where I wake up insistent that we take a birthing class despite the fact that I've already given birth but feel like I learned nothing, I really am loving being pregnant, just as much as I did the first time around. Yes, I have my back pain, heart burn and restless nights, but its not enough to take away from the thankfulness I feel every day I am still pregnant.

I get asked the question alot why I delivered early with Grayson, and medically speaking, no one knows for sure. While spotting through my first 14 weeks with Grayson, and thinking for sure I was miscarrying at 11 weeks after waking up gushing blood (sorry if this is TMI, but welcome to pregnancy!), a sonogram showed a clot on my placenta. At that time, my doctor said that most women who have clots on their placenta (which is apparently more common than you think) go on to have completely normal pregnancies, which is what we all assumed was the case when I stopped spotting. He said a very small percentage end up having late miscarriages (we will forever be thankful that God spared us from that) and a small percentage deliver early. Of course, this conversation came quickly rushing back when my water spontaneously broke at 31 weeks, and 3 1/2 hours later our precious angel entered the world (although despite his early arrival, his NICU stay was the longest six weeks of our lives).

Because of Gray's early arrival, we have done certain things a little early this time around. For starters, the nursery for the most part is already complete. And, believe it or not, I've actually already packed a bag for the hospital (surprisingly by my husband's request). Because of how quickly Grayson came and because I have occasional visions of delivering on the side of the highway tying to make it to the hospital, I'm actually researching private ambulance companies that I could call if worse came to worse and I couldn't make it in time :) (Don't laugh, if you were in my shoes, you might be doing the same thing)

Despite the anxiety of it all, we are so excited to meet our little girl (even though we don't really want to meet her for at least another 5 weeks) and I have a feeling it's going to be totally different than having a little boy! As we've already discovered just through marriage, boys and girls are each wonderfully unique in their own ways and each have their own set of issues! :)

Monday, July 4, 2011

Pregnancy Pics

We had plans to take maternity photos when I was pregnant with Grayson, but that obviously got scrapped when he made his early arrival (along with the birthing, breast feeding and child care class :) so we took advantage of the opportunity to take them this time around!